good try

 Usually every weekend we take Mai to the pool.Yesterday, we decided to do a small  detour at the club and drop her off at childcare.I haven't taken advantage of the free childcare(two hours daily!) because i have been called to come get her within ten min...then, she proceeds to cling to me for the rest of the day.It is not worth the ten minutes!

Yesterday, she got to go in the toddler section and i waved goodbye and there were no tears! The plan was to just leave her for five min.(we were there for swimming),and watch her interactions...lil girl looked soooooo little compared to all the other kids.She just stood in the middle of the room by herself:( Finally,she waddled over to the slide and seemed interested...2 min.later she started to cry:((( she just looked so sad and lost that i went to rescue her......then i smelled her......was she crying because she missed me or because she literally was so upset that she pooped herself?...so many questions...a true mystery....

and yes we did end up going swimming which cheered her up...

and we saw this bunny friend in the backyard....